This is my notes. I wrote them to elevate my self to make my dreams coming true. I had a dream to buy a couple land and started build a small house, which I and my brothers could living there peacefully. Now I and my younger brother are starting collected money for buying land to build our home. After my house sold by my father, now I rented a house for temporary shelter. Sometimes when I flashback about what happens to my family, my heart just like hit by tons of stones. Yeah, because when I was started to collect some materials (for renovated my previous house which is now was sold), then my father sold them. And finally, after nothing else to making money, he sold out our house, including the land. And now, we have no house anymore. I hope this condition would be made my father satisfied of what was he done. Honestly, I hate him. How come I didn't get mad, because of him our family broken up. Because of him my second brother leaving home and moved to Pontianak. He was the one who very upset to my father, because of him my brother suffering like this. I still remember how my father treated him violently. Even he spoked bad word to him, and the finally he kicked out my brother from house. Then my brother packed his stuff and moved to Pontianak, working in the one of the hair style stations there.
Now he always asks about my brother to come home and see him. But my brother had the broken heart since father kicked him out. It's looks like hard to my brother to accepted what was father done to him. I pray to God, may He granted our request and give us mercy to rebuild my family in the future. I knew He would never leave person who always asking for forgiveness and prosperity life. Amen.
Hope my true story would never ever been onto your life. And the reason that I published these article is for the reflection and as a knowledge only. Hope you guys could grab a right values of my story. I hope so.
Tidak ada komentar:
Posting Komentar